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Saturday, April 10th, 2004
1:45 am	peace out weezerlovesme...    yo, new journal! add it!
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12:50 am	i beeellleleeve in a thinnnnng calllled luuvvvh alababalla deaaaaaart meon organs [12:50 AM]: melinda one day youre goign to find a nice half hispanic boy who grew up in queens and listens to madb all and youre going to get married and i will say awwww YO... THIS NEEDS TO HAPPEN ASAP!!!!!! Current Mood: numb Current Music: SILENCE
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Friday, April 9th, 2004
1:23 pm	you cant break a broken soul warm hear thats turned cold. I wish i was going to w/b tonight =( buuuut i'll be at work all fucking day 2-close! SWEET! -------------------------------------------------MorteDiSimpatia [1:18 PM]: my dad just said "i dont want no macho shit" OOMMPY [1:18 PM]: ahaha why MorteDiSimpatia [1:18 PM]: i have no idea OOMMPY [1:18 PM]: were you being a macho man justin? MorteDiSimpatia [1:18 PM]: no MorteDiSimpatia [1:19 PM]: im wearing my linen pants right now Current Mood: ANGRY Current Music: BLACKLISTED
ill slap you with reality: across your face!
Thursday, April 8th, 2004
9:31 pm	JESSSICA! IHATE YOU FOR ALL THESE THINGS... haha Your Suicide.. by Konstantine Your Name/Username Favorite Number? Favorite Color? Gender? FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth How will you commit suicide? You will sit in the garage with the car on and “listen to the lullabies of carbon monoxide” How many tries will it take? 30 When will you commit suicide? April 6, 2006 What will your suicide note say? Maybe now you'll care Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! sweeet 2 more years Current Mood: same Current Music: same
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9:27 pm	blaaaaaaaah What will your Funeral be like? by rashock Username You will die by: Mysterious unsolved murder. The killer was never found and neither was your body. Your casket is empty and you family mourns till this day in hopes that you are still alive or died a swift death. Death Date: April 14, 2062 Number attending your funeral? 16 How much will you leave to friends and family? $3,326,921 Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! odd, 16 is alot for me. What Annoying Celebrity are YOU Destined to Kill? by tiffeh Name You will kill Britney Spears With an empty Pepsi bottle On May 27, 2019 Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! mmmm pepsi! I went to se dearly ddeparted at looney tunes. Uhmmm yeah. Stef and Sarurrrrhhh where there. I need to find something to do! laterz Current Mood: bored Current Music: nas- memory lane
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4:20 pm	hahaha XmetalXwarriorX [4:18 PM]: kick him in the nuts!! XmetalXwarriorX [4:18 PM]: then be like "if you are serious, ill make them feel better..." Current Mood: confused
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2:39 am	IM NOT WATER STAIIIIIIIIN..... YO I WANT TO MOVE BROOOOOKLYN SUCH HOT WIGGGGGGGGGGGERS!!!!!!! I WANT ONE!!!!!!!! Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: jesssssssse!
ill slap you with reality: 1 slap - across your face!
Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
12:13 am	FUUUCK THA WORRRLD CUZ THE WORLD FUCKED ME! (yo, katie)ARE YOU DOWN WITH THE CONCRETE?! MY NEW LOVES.... Current Mood: giddy Current Music: E-TOWN/brett
ill slap you with reality: 7 slaps - across your face!
Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
11:24 pm	&@^*$^%@*&$^*#^TR*&VGTUI*%T&# http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=2328&item=3807373029&rd=1#ebayphotohosting YO, BUY ME THAAAAAT!!!!
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Monday, April 5th, 2004
1:02 pm	leeeet's bring this beeef ta th e mothafuuuckin streeeets.. i slept from 10pm-12pm ,i am still tired. Hell all day. YO someone set h&M on fire and/or call in a bomb threat. THAAAAAAAAAAANKZZ! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: GUESSSSS
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Sunday, April 4th, 2004
9:02 pm	04-04-04 Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a 8 1/2 your best quality is Nothing really... your worst quality is youre loved and dont know it this is because you were always this way Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! hahha, creeeepy and true! yo, im so cold. I really want to go to surf and skate for just friday. Current Mood: cold Current Music: simpsons
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4:48 am	FUN PACT NIGHT 1! YO... i dont even know where to start . Haha tonight was ridiiiiiiculous! Justins then mikeys then chris's. PARRRRRTy GRRRRRRRL! ( yea, i swear im not drunk) I love sarah! Oh jared dowd, its funny cause i dont like him anymore at all but hes just so hot. He looks liek jared leto ( my so called life era). IF this was like 4-5 years ago i'd be the happiest girl ever but instead im just confused. So tonight he went into this entire hting about how he thinks we are getting married but not for a really long time. Oh man, hahahaha soooo weird! FUN TIMES! i love that the birds are out and i have work in a few hours. FUCK! Current Mood: giddy Current Music: birdzz
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Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
4:13 pm	ATTTN: NJ EDGE BREAKERS.... I love when you call me drunk... I REALLY DO! You should call me every time you get drunk.. oh wait! YOU ALREADY DO! So drunken phone calls started at like 8;30 last night?! LUSH! Thats so early.. you guys are weak. The best was matt clarke .. ahha " i am drunnk alot , but i still love my g/f I LOVE HER SO MUCH! (uhmm what does being drunk ahve to do with loving kate?) cause she yells at me and tells me not to call her drunk, while im drunk . i cant stand.. movielife! its monday and raining!!!!" You didnt make sense at all, it was amazing. Yesterday was kinda weird. I went to get pizza nails wiht lindz and christine. I got this whore pink color... i LOVE it and by love i mean hate. Then i went to matts hippy show but i missed dem play cause we went to gaybucks. :( Really good strawberry drink at gaybucks though. So this hippy store that they played at was so creepy. I felt like i walked into my high school. They sold bongs in the back... right next to an elementary school. AWESOME! A lot of people were there. Ugh.. jared was there sooooo drunk! Tried to make out with everyone. It was so funny.. iamgine this liek 5 years ago?! If he kissed me then i prolly would have passed out and had a seizure but now i yell at him and push him away. Hahaha, oh so ironic. Then james called me somewhere in between this mess and he was the most confused. I was trying to explain to him about the hippy store and then in the middle of it not get raped. It was a good. Man, last night had so much potential. We were supposed to go to some shitty bar then a party but it didnt work out. We went tomikes at watched public access, always fun. I saw the most beautiful N's on this brooklyn video rewind show. I wanted them all. Then we went to midgetville, blasting brand new - singing as loud as possible! Soooo much fun! Now im really bored.. aw drunk one just im'd me. haha HANG OUT WITH ME! Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: HORROR SHOW BRO 7"
ill slap you with reality: 4 slaps - across your face!
Friday, April 2nd, 2004
1:26 am	ATTN: PEOPLE WHO BELIEVED MY LAST POST Subject: siiiiiike! APRIL FOOOLZ! yo... New JErze. The car ride was the most fun. Ewin, Brett, and ROCKET! It was silly fun. THe show was kinda beat.. i wasnt feeling it.. Id ont know. I didnt have fun during death threat at all. BLAH BLAH BLAH I got to see my nj nigs and thats always fun :D charlie- still retarded! Haha.. just kidddding katie- still ridiculous and hysterical deryck- still grumpy but trying to be nice tonight. those are the only people i feel like are worth mentioning cause others i only saw real quick. Uhm... yea YO RUMORS.... AWESOME! Current Mood: DRUNK Current Music: I DONT KNOW
ill slap you with reality: 4 slaps - across your face!
Thursday, April 1st, 2004
12:15 pm	siiiiiike! hahaha So yesterday sean called me around 3 and left me such a swweet message " Hey melnda, its me.. i'm coming home from philly for a few days - i just figured id let you know so you can NOT hang out with me as usual.alright.. later" So i called him back and it was the last night of his familys bar being open. We went tried to make it like hugo's bday celebration but didnt really work. Anyway all drinks were freee... :X Totally broke edge on such a pussie drink. Seans bro kept giving me drinks. A balabou something or other?! I don't know but it was fucking pink. It was sooo much fun. I was so trashed.. instead of them being mad at me they kept feeeding me alcohol. Hugo had to drive home. Oh boooy, i have the wooorst headache. Hahahahhahahaha... it was RETARDED! Anywho, FUHHHHCKIN' DEAT TREAT IS TONAAAHIGHT! Current Mood: ABO! Current Music: BEEEPS
ill slap you with reality: 2 slaps - across your face!
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
7:24 pm	*(!&@*&!^ EWIN!!!!!!!! 4.1.04 montclair, nj at blooomfield ave cafe, with death threat, the distance, flat earth society, never enough, farewell hope, info here *&^*#&^@*#$*@ WHY DIDNT I KNOW ABOUT THIS?!? WHEN DOES THIS SHOW START... ANYONE? Current Mood: crazy Current Music: live and llearn
ill slap you with reality: 4 slaps - across your face!
Monday, March 29th, 2004
6:56 pm	Dear Death Threat... Please come visit me asap. I miss you the most! thanks. love always, melinda Current Mood: cranky Current Music: you're the one
ill slap you with reality: 2 slaps - across your face!
1:08 am	ughh.. i wish it were this time last year.. I fucking LOVE this kid and i hate it so much! uggggggghhhh.... stupid gay hicks. stupid gay hick state. worst town ever. i hate you the most. Current Mood: sad
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Sunday, March 28th, 2004
11:22 pm	tiiiiiiiiiiiiimes are changing.... fooooor the wooorst! Things im not siiiiked on: -The new johnny depp movie, secret window?! FUCKING SUCKED! Such a bad movie, It was like every other movie mixed together and they added johnny depp cause hes hot. LAME! -work 9-6 tomorrow - not being able to fall asleep tonight cause i slept all day. - EVERYTHING ELSE. Thing i am siiked on: - mountain dew - blacklisted and AF on li - the boys at work coming in trashed this morning. I love them! -MADBALL/BIGGIE - lime green tea snapple Current Mood: awake Current Music: madburll
ill slap you with reality: 2 slaps - across your face!
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
8:53 pm	true! MorteDiSimpatia [8:50 PM]: this is what happens when you dont do drugs MorteDiSimpatia [8:50 PM]: you have nothing to do. MorteDiSimpatia [8:50 PM]: moral of the story MorteDiSimpatia [8:50 PM]: do drugs Current Mood: bored Current Music: an- protest song
ill slap you with reality: across your face!